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ぼくの名前はBBです。「悪いヤツ」と呼ぶ人もいます。でも、犬には「いいヤツ」だと思われているかもしれません。これでいいのだ。バカボンのパパなのだ。ちなみに、バカボンもBBみたいですが、ぼくはバカボンとは別人です。

30 March 2007

温泉の思い出


妹の友だちのお母さんで、とても魅力的な女性がいた。小学生の頃から年上の従姉たちと一緒に夏休みを過ごすことの多かったぼくは、かなりませた子どもだったのかもしれない。ぼくは心の中で密かにあのお母さんに恋していたようだ。初恋の相手が幼稚園の先生だったくらいだから、小学生で人妻に恋するってのも、男子の成長の流れとしてはそう不自然ではないだろう。いや、やっぱりかなり変だったのかな。

それはともかく、妹の友だちの家族と一緒に、どこかの温泉に行ったことがあった。それがどこの温泉だったかは覚えていない。麻布十番温泉でなかったことは確かだ。それで、とにかく覚えているのは、妹の友だち(♂)と一緒に男湯に入っていたのだけれど、しばらくして隣りの女湯の方からぼくたちを呼ぶ声が聞こえたのだ。

すると、妹の友だちは、さもそれが当然であるかのように、女湯の方へ入って行った。しかし、ぼくとしては、すごく悩んだわけだ。当時、ぼくは小学校5年生くらいだったのだろうか。すでに述べたとおり、かなりませていて、女性のからだなるものに非常に関心があったりしたわけだ。特に憧れの女性の裸体などを見られるとしたら、昔のビートルズファンの女の子みたいに、失神してしまったかもしれない。

しかし、ぼくはすごく悩んでしまったのだ。うー、とっても見たいよ。でも、見られるのは、なんか恥ずかしいなあ。そんな気持だった。これは今でもその時の感情までもがハッキリ思い出せる数少ない小学校時代の思い出のひとつだ。それで、結論を言えば、結局ぼくは女湯に向かわなかったのだ。すごく見てみたいという思いとともに、見てはいけないような気持もあったのかもしれない。

その後のぼくの思春期を通じて、あの決断が本当に正しかったのかどうか、それがぼくの哲学の大問題だった。ぼくはハムレットのように思い悩んだ。あの決断が正しかったのなら、何も後悔する必要はなかった。けれど、ここだけの話、今でも後悔に似た思いがちょっぴり残っている。

今朝の音楽 : Moments To Remember
-- by Brenda Jolly

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At 11:39 pm, March 31, 2007 , Anonymous beldam said...

<風呂場で考える人のポーズをとる> という奇妙な習慣は、小学生時代に始まったようですね。眉間に皺を寄せて深刻な表情をしている男の頭の中は、案外単純、いや純情そのものだったのでした。

でもこれは結構深遠なテーマかも知れませんね。なぜか生物の中で人間だけが衣服をまとっていることを考えると、アダムとイブのいちじくの葉の話を思い出したりして、私の頭の中もこんがらがってきてしまいました。それじゃ、お風呂に入って寝るので、おやすみなさい。

 
At 2:21 am, April 02, 2007 , Blogger BB said...

言われてみれば,たしかにあの時くらいに風呂場で真剣に何かを考えたことは,それ以前にはなかったようです。ぼくがもし大学で哲学を専攻していたとしたら,きっと「女体を考えた」とかそんなテーマで論文を書いたかもしれません。

 
At 2:10 pm, April 02, 2007 , Anonymous beldam said...

哲学を専攻しなくて、よかったですね。美しい女は、頭の中が女の人のことでイッパイなんて男とは友だちになりませんから。「犬と人間を考えた」とかならいいけれど。

 
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